“[Happiness 01.09.14] Not Found” is a project about the struggle to process my past while having a great fear of letting it go.
Every day I experience sadness and fear caused by the divorce of my parents. Mostly because I have not yet processed it. In this ‘coming of age’ project I step into another dimension to get a grip on the role that I play in life and the setup within my family through a family portrait. From the deepest in me, I wonder if I can find happiness while I feel fear. Can happiness be found in fear?
"[Happiness 01.09.14] Not Found" Installation
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Hoping to find that moment of happiness I experienced during my childhood. Is it possible to capture that feeling one last time or has it gone already?